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A Subs Space... OVER 18!
2016-07-18 08:49:32 (UTC)
i couldn't wait
i couldn't wait for Master to contact me. i had to email Him again just now, to tell Him i have been good. i didn't drink without permission, and that i'm thinking of Him, and missing Him so much :(
If i think too much, my eyes fill with tears, so i'm trying not to, and trying to think only of the next time i see Him, or even hear from Him.
i live for Him. If i put my hand to my heart, i feel it beat, for Him. He's there, deep inside me, and i can't let Him go, because if i do, i fear my heart will stop beating.
But now i have to wait. i won't email anymore until i have heard from Him now. No goodnights, no good mornings, nothing, until He says everything is ok again... hopefully... soon...
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