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Finding_Ollie
2016-07-12 17:05:52 (UTC)

I am stronger...

Dear diary,

A year ago today I woke up not realising how the day would end. I wasnt happy and I hadnt been for a long time. As usual though I got up and got on with the day.

At lunchtime I went to town with Bella. We had a mcdonalds, did some shopping. It was a normal day. In the afternoon I was planning on going to my friends birthday party. As usual my aunt moaned about taking me.

Then when she rang me asking what time to pick me up she was having a go at me. I had had enough. So I said whatever dont take me its fine. She wasnt to happy with me standing up to her.

By the end of the night I wasnt at my friends, I was in bed crying my eyes out. I had admitted to her that I wanted to leave. I couldnt take it anymore. I was crying myself to sleep every night being afraid to speak up and tell people something was wrong. She had threatened to send me into care. Telling me no one wants me. It was the worst night of my life!

The next morning I was told to pack my stuff and I left. It upset me because I didnt know how to live without her. I had lived with her my whole life. Then all of a sudden she's not there. My sisters dont understand this but for me it was hard.

I moved in with my uncle. Two hours away from my friends and my school. I had to think long term though family last a life time, school will end one day and friends come and go. If their true friends they'd still be in my life.

A year ago today I was scared and panicked. I didnt know how I was going to cope. Now I am stronger. I believe that I have a place in the world and anytime anyone says I can't do something, I'll prove them wrong. It hasnt been easy but now I know that I can get through anything.

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