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A Subs Space... OVER 18!
2016-07-03 15:10:04 (UTC)

Sick soft... 3

We lay together a while, and talked. my sick feeling came and went in waves. It wasn't nice feeling like i wasn't being my normal self with Master :(
i felt like i was letting Him down. Why had i asked Him to come to see me, all that way, for this? i felt like crying, but that would have made it worse.

And He looked at me, and smiled, as i lay on His lap, looking up at Him, and i just wanted to stay with Him there forever :(
He strokes my hair back off my face, and kisses my forehead.
He smiles at me, and shakes His head sometimes, and i ask "What?", and He just smiles and shakes His head again, and i really want to know what He's thinking when He does that!

i sat up, and Master checked my bottom. He said there would be marks. Then He looked down at His deflated cock, and i had to smile at it :)
He said i could try to "wake him up", if i wanted to, but i didn't have to.
Of course i wanted to! So i got down on the floor again, and licked, and sucked, and rubbed, until He was erect again, and yet again i was told to stop!
Master said He wanted to cum all over me, and told me lay on the seat again. i lay down, and He knelt astride me, wanking as i watched, and stroked His balls. It was agony! i wanted Him inside me! i wanted Him in my cunt or mouth, not like this :(
But when all was said and done, i wanted His spunk anywhere, and if He wanted it all over me, that's where it was going.
i loved watching His eyes grow dark, and His body jerk, and His breathing grow shallow, and hear His grunts as He came :) Hot splashes of spunk all over my breasts, my neck, even a bit in my hair.

i got to clean Him very briefly, before He got some wipes and cleaned most of it off me, but not before taking a few pics.
Then i cleaned the rest up off me, and we cuddled again.

Master asked if i was ok again. He said i looked sad. i said i just felt sorry for myself :(
i felt really bad, because i felt ill, and like i didn't do a good enough job that day :( Also, i felt bad because i wanted Him inside me, and i felt selfish wanting that :( And also because i knew i wouldn't be seeing Him for a couple of weeks now :( His family were all coming over to stay with Him.

After a short while, Master asked if i wanted a refresh spanking... good girl spanks? i lay back across His lap, and He spanked me again with the wooden spatula a good few times, mostly on one side.

Then the car started to spin, as He fingered me again, and suddenly, i needed to get out!
i couldn't get up. i felt disorientated, and very sick :(
i reached for the door but couldn't open it. i thought i was going to throw up in His car!
i'm not sure if i managed to open the door, or Master did, but it opened just in time. The air cooled me down, and a few deep breaths later, i felt better.
i closed the door, and apologized to Master, asking for my water. He passed it me, and said i shouldn't be going in work today. i said i wanted to.
We discussed it, and He said that He could order me not to go, that i needed to be in bed. i really didn't want Him to order me not to go :(
He didn't, but He did tell me a few times after that, that i shouldn't go. i'm a stubborn girl though, and i was going.

Master told me He probably wouldn't be seeing me for a fortnight after that day :(
my tears wouldn't hold back any longer, and they came, as i said i was going to miss Him so much, that i just wanted to be with Him :(

Silly thoughts running through my head, about how well i would be taken care of if i were with Him for just a couple of days :(
i've never had anyone look after me. i'm expected to just carry on, whether i'm sick or not, and Master caring for me so much makes me both happy and sad at the same time? Because i'm just not used to it!

He asked me on the way back, if i was going to write some more story for Him :) He says He's enjoying it :) That made me happy :)
i haven't really felt in the mood for writing though, so i have just concentrated on writing my entries up about our meet, inbetween lots of sleeping!

It was really, really hard to say goodbye to Him that day :(
i feel like crying even now, as i write this. i'm still sick, and i haven't heard from Master for 24 hours now :(
i know it's not His fault, and it can't be helped, and i know He will be in touch as soon as He can.

i was sick yesterday, and last night, but today, so far, i've been ok'ish. Still feeling sick, but not *being* sick, and i've eaten a little today earlier.

Going to try a little bit more food now, and see how i go. i think i should be fine by tomorrow.




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