theolor

MyDarknessLives
2016-06-22 15:52:16 (UTC)

car accident

Wednesday, June 22nd at: 5:00 PM

So this happened yesterday but I didn't even think about writing it down. I was on the way to Gamestop to meet up with my best friend, I was almost there and was about to get into the turning lane when traffic all of a sudden just stopped and I couldn't slow down in time. I hit the person in front of me hard and she in turn bumped into the car in front of her. I was as polite as I possibly could to them, they were worried about me cause my air bag did not deploy, and I hit hard. I apologized thousands of times and I was lucky that it didn't do a whole lot of damage. Most of the damage was done to my car, the police were called and I got a ticket. It just happened so fast and I had both feet literally on the break but it wouldn't slow down fast enough and I hit. It made me really depressed and stressed out because I have a bond with my car, I treat her as if she were a living being. While the police investigated at the scene they told us to wait in our cars, my best friend came and found me and my mom came too. I was crying because I hurt my car. When my best friend showed up I had to hold everything in as hard as I could, I just cannot believe this happened.

Today mom got money from separated husband, he is going to move somewhere else tomorrow and will be back tomorrow to get the rest of his things, we went to the police station to get a copy of the police report, I don't really know what I am suppose to do with it the officer at the scene just said I had to have it. I have to scrounge up enough money to pay for the ticket, lucky for me it wasn't much. I feel really stressed out today and depressed as well I just look at the front of my car and.. I just have bad thoughts. I saw best friend at walmart today because mom and I had to go get some things and then we went to Wendy's and I got the most delicious strawberry lemonade and a double cheese burger which has so far improved my mood a bit. Last night I was utterly exhausted the crash literally drained all my energy and when I stepped I had a bad nightmare, it wasn't about a crash or anything it did have something to do with a very old car and this woman who looked like the girl from The Ring. Well that's about it.

​https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dF8UtwyWCAk




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