Snuffy

Danielito
2016-06-22 19:27:57 (UTC)

Busy with other things. New things.

I haven't spoken to or texted Colleen since we last talked on the phone. There are small moments when I allow my mind to go back to how it felt being with her and laughing and talking and kissing and cuddling. I miss all that. But I've been mostly distracted by the awesomeness that is Darcy. We have FaceTimed a couple more times and it's been good. I don't think I've been able to be myself completely though. I think she intimidates me a little, which can be a good thing to a point. I definitely want to be with someone I respect and admire, but I don't want to NOT feel comfortable around them as their equal. That's happening a little bit right now. Maybe it's because FaceTime is a little strange. I'll be saying something funny and her reaction is delayed or the video feed is frozen with her stone cold face staring back at me. It's not natural. But it's better than nothing for now.
She's currently on a camping trip this week and then she's gonna call me this weekend when she gets back. But then she's flying to Alaska for another 5-day camping/hiking excursion. Then, when she gets back, she's driving to Utah to visit her family for a week or something. This means I'm not gonna get to meet this girl for like a month... Oh well.

I've also been busy moving. I found a little place for $550/month. It's weird living alone. I've never done it before. I went home last night and I ate dinner which took like 15 minutes and then I worked on a song while I digested my food. Then I went for a long run. Came home and it was only 9pm. I watched half of a movie and then I put on something I could fall asleep to. It was kinda boring to be honest. It was so quiet. I didn't even wanna play guitar very loudly. I'm sure I'll get used to it. London is gone all this week at Elise's. So that's weird too. It'll be different when she's home with me.

I've been trying to figure out how to refinance my car. I'm paying way to much a month at really high interest. I need to go to a dealership on Monday to see what I can do.




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