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A Subs Space... OVER 18!
2016-06-03 07:08:59 (UTC)

Wax works... for me... 4

Master held me tight against Him, and told me to wrap my leg around Him, and put my head on His chest. It's our usual cuddle position, and offers the closest contact :)
His arms wrapped around me, i was beginning to feel better, and the warmth of my bottom was lovely :)
Then He took my face in His hand, and turned me to look at Him. He whispered to me...

"I love you very much! And you're always My good girl, even when you're being bad. Do you understand?"
i turned away, and the tears came again. He told me to look at Him, several times, but i couldn't :( It's really hard hearing Him say He loves me when i've been bad, and feeling like i ruined the day, and the day with pi :(
But He made me look at Him, and He said it again. Then i sobbed. i said i just felt really bad because i had ruined the day, and the day with pi.
Master insisted i hadn't ruined anything, that He had punished me, and forgiven me, and it was all over now. He said i needed to forgive myself, because my Master had forgiven me. i told Him it was really hard though, and He said He knew, but once He had forgiven me, that was the end of it. i nodded, and told Him i loved Him, and that i was just scared He would get fed up with me, and let me go :(
He assured me we were ok, that He did get fed up with me sometimes, when He knows how far i've come to when we started out, and i fall backwards, but that we deal with it, and move forwards.
He said that from that day, we move forwards. Sometimes we will go back a step or two, but we will begin again, as many times as it takes, and we will overcome things together :)

i felt so much better after that!
Then He said, "Anyway, I brought a little treat for you!"
i wondered what He had got? i had no idea what it would be, until He actually got them out... CANDLES!!! :D




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