Elysse

Eternelysse
2016-06-03 01:52:16 (UTC)

Major Life Decision

If I didn't know better I would say she is trying to get herself mad enough to hurt me.

I would list off everything that she got mad about tonight in just two hours but I have a real-ly big headache and I just dont know where to start.

So the great lord above has given me an escape route.
(just like I hoped for)

My aunt and uncle are moving to North Carolina and they have invited me to come and live with them. They are both like 50 almost 60 years old. My aunt is almost dying and my uncle is right next to her.
(Sad to say but its the truth)

If they were to buy a house there that means that when they pass they will probably give the house to me because of the fact that everyone else there is only wanting their money and they dont care about their kindness...
and they are just the sweetest old people that I know. :) <3

It sounds like a really great plan and I am down for it all. I can even get an extremely high paying job there as a jewelry designer because that is one of many talents that i have. and then I can use that to sustain my self and there is no bitch to take my hard earned money.

But... :/
(Yes I know Why must there be a butt?)

But there is something holding me back.
That, Is my family. (My mothers side)
This is the family that I have know for years and i have gotten a great bond with. I haven't seen their faces for a really long time but I have been in contact with them.
So far they are struggling bad and they are about to be in the streets.

They could really use my help.
Once I have this job I can put in all that I can and get them out of hell with my food stamps and pay bills left and right and then we can all live in a house together. That's my goal. and it wont take much either. Because I have told them about this and they agree so hard that they have even saved up money for the new house.

So I seem to have two place to go right now.

But what do I choose. Either way I am going to have a house of my own and that is what I want most.
(No Bitches to set fucked up rules for me)

i just gotta lay out all the good and bad sides to both lives.
(Because everything just has to have a bad side...)

and i could live with my mother again but the pedophile that she chooses to let live and not die is in my way and it seems to be a really big issue. But I will get more into that in another entry.

Right now It seems to me I have to make a choice.

The only reason why I am making this a big deal because of the fact my aunt and uncle are moving out within the next 3 months or so.
That's how much longer I have to put up with this bullshit.
And with my moms side of the family, they haven't really set a date for me but the way they sounded over the phone was like in the next few years or so... And that is because they are saving for a house.

But living with my aunt and uncle Means they have strict rules and that means no cats. I have two big beautiful felines that rule my world and if I have to get rid of them because someone else says so they are out of luck.
I am not going to give up my babies.. (1) They saved me from depression (2) they killed the German Roaches for me (3) they are the most coziest mother fuckers I have layed my head on.
(So Fuck Rules) >:P

No But I do respect the rules and all but I am serious about my cats they were there when no one else was and even tho that seems pathetic they really did help me.

Hello Friend! i am so glad you are reading this. Please dont be shy to message me. Give me some advice. What does all of this sound like to you? What would you choose? Do you think I am a whiny little bitch and I should suck it up and live through the shit fits I dont deserve and get on with my life?

whats right? Whats next? You Decide! Epic Journal Entries of History!

Lol just being silly. Not trying to put pressure on you. But I would really like to hear from your point of view.

Ugh, bitches...

Sincerely, Eternelysse.




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