sft

A Subs Space... OVER 18!
2016-05-23 03:41:40 (UTC)

*Sighs*

i woke far too early with going to bed too early last night!
i had an email from Master not long after i had gone.

He hasn't decided how we move forward from here, but says He hopes i have learned from the lessons with amie and lisa.
Not really sure what He means by that? That He will do whatever He wants, whenever He wants, with whoever He wants, i suppose, and i have no say in the matter.

i understand i don't *own* Him... He *Owns* me... but i know a lot of subs would suffer the same in my circumstances. i just need to learn how better to cope with it.
It's made harder by not hearing from Him :(
We used to talk all the time... emails, YM, irc, even phone! Now, i consider myself lucky if i get 2 or 3 emails a day.
We don't see each other half as much now either :(

i suppose after being with me for 3 years, He needs a medal :(

Feeling down still... not sleeping properly at all.




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