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the anger games
2016-05-04 11:34:37 (UTC)

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I CAN'T I FUCKING CAN'T TAKE THIS. THIS IS BULLSHIT I DON'T WANNA DO THIS ANYMORE I AM SO SCREWED
I WANT TO STAY IN REAL LIFE FOREVER OR STAY IN MY DREAMS FOR EVER
I CAN'T KEEP UP WITH BOTH OF THEM
THIS IS SO FUCKIN FRUSTRATING I AM GOING TO FAIL SO BADLY THIS YEAR
IDK WHAT HAPPENED TO ME
EVERY YEAR I WAKE UP AT THE RIGHT TIME AND CONTROL MYSELF. WHY HAVEN'T I AWAKEN YET?! WHEN WILL I WAKE UP?! I AM STILL NOT EVEN HALF WAY THERE AND SOME PEOPLE R ALREADY AT THE FINISH LINE!

WHEN THE FUCK AM I GOIN TO WAKE UP?!
AM I EVEN GOING TO WAKE UP?!

WHAT THE FUCK ALL THOSE DREAMS ABOUT TRAVELLING AND STAYING THE FUCK AWAY FROM THIS HOUSE R GONE.. JUST FUCKIN GONE..
I WOULD BE LUCKY IF I CAN CATCH 80% THING
I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS

MY DREAM ABOUT BEING THE FIRST PERSON FROM THIS TOWN TO BE RATED IN THE TOP 10... ITS A LIE

MY DREAM OF BEING ABLE TO JOIN THE FACULTY OF MEDICINE BUT REFUSING JUST BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO

MY DREAM OF BEING THE ONE MY PARENTS TAKE PRIDE IN..

MY DREAM OF FINALLY BEATING MY SISTER...

MY DREAM OF BEING A FIRST FOR ONCE IN MY DAMN LIFE..

MY DREAM OF TAKIN THE MONEY GRANDPA SAID ABOUT...

MY DREAMS... ALL OF THEM.. ARE GONE..
AND WHAT'S LEFT OF THE HAVE ABOUT 20 DAYS TO SHATTER.




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