✯Sincerely, Me✯
☯LivingWithMyself☯
Stay With Me - Part 4 - Pumpkin Eater
Dear Reader,
I am no angel, and I don’t claim to be one.
I’m not going to sit here and say that he was the one who did everything wrong, because he wasn’t.
I messed up too.
Back then, I kept every relationship I was ever in unofficial,
Kept a few friends with benefits.
And, I was technically with another guy who I’ve started referring to as J in this diary. We weren’t official, but he was my first love.
Everyone of my friends with benefits, including J, were fine with me seeing other people.
Alex only knew about J.
At a point in the relationship with Alex, he vanished for a few days, and when he came back, he had a girlfriend.
This didn’t phase me.
In fact, I think it even excited me more.
It made me want him that much more.
And, things continued as normal between us, I think for a day or two.
We sexted, and he felt guilty about it.
From what he told me, his girlfriend wasn’t really invested in him?
She’d blow him off, and ignore him.
And I think the guilt got the better of him, because he told me that he couldn’t see me anymore.
That did kinda hurt, but I understood.
But later that night,
He messaged me saying he wanted me back, and that he had broke it off with her.
And, that was a turning point for us.
I think it was after that, that I started to focus more on him,
And I was starting to fall for him.
I was starting to want an official relationship with him.
Sincerely,
Me
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