Aeryn Sun

Uncharted Territories
2016-04-09 21:00:35 (UTC)

False start; None Issue

Last week's episode of Grey's Anatomy revolved around relationships ending, being "none issues." I'm finally going to end whatever is/was going on between Dreamy Eyes and myself. I haven't seen him in about a month, we make tentative plans to hang out this weekend, but instead he went to some concert last night and wanted to see me after midnight, was hungover today and so didn't get anything done and now scrambling to pack and get things done so once again no time for me. And he expects me to give him a rain check? I'm done, I'm ending things. I know once I do he won't come back, but I need someone who will make time for me, make me a priority in their life.

"This isn't something I wanted to say in a text, but I'm not doing rain checks anymore. You say you want to hang with me but you're not making the time to. I really like you but it doesn't seem as though you have time in your life for me. Maybe one day things will calm down and you'll actually have/make time for me. Take care."

It seems like I'm having false starts, first Burma and now Dreamy Eyes. What am I missing? Why is it that I find these seemingly great guys, something starts, then ends prematurely? I'm so tired, feeling very down right now, just want to sleep for several days straight then magically wake up in a good mood.




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