✯Sincerely, Me✯

☯LivingWithMyself☯
2016-03-24 22:12:29 (UTC)

How I Cry


Dear Reader,

I can shed tears..
But for as long as I can remember, I've had to keep quiet.

Whenever I cry,
I get so red in the face...
And sometimes I have to hold both hands over my mouth,
To keep from my making a noise.
My eyes remain red afterwards.

I've been crying a lot lately...

And I noticed that when I'm crying...
I cry in my head too.
What I wish I could do or sound like if I didn't have
To be quiet.. Is what plays in my head.

Because I've bottled so much in...
I imagine situations where I just have a fucking meltdown...

And can cry and scream as loud as I want and not have to hold back..

Sincerely,
Tissues




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