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NewLifeinMTL
2016-03-16 19:48:00 (UTC)

the new developments since coming back from my winter trip.

in the last two months since coming back from Quebec, i have set up a dedicated savings account and started saving money towards my move. i have a very ambitious goal of how much to save before i move. i originally deposited a thousand dollars into it after a month i know have $1,250 and i have another $600 set aside in a regular savings account to use towards my educational loans because i still owe $2,500 on those. in my personal life, I have been increasingly restless with my job yearning for something new but being unable to find new work that i actually want to do. my current boss knows of my plans and wants me to add more days and work more hours but that job is depressing enough that i cant make myself work more than 10 hours a week at it. after my last visit to Quebec my bf has said that he feels he is ready to be polyamorous like we always planned to be because after seeing how needy i am he knows he cannot provide all the physical affection i need. so he no longer has any insecurities about polyamory. i still have a little bit of insecurity for it because i do not want him to find someone he likes better and end up having him break up with me. but part of me also says that if he wants to break up with me then he isnt worth my time anyway. so i have branched out, i met a man last week. not meaning to stumble upon a new partner. i was doing some shopping at the outdoor mall i used to work at i was feeling kinda lonely and actually like being social for once and so i posted on whisper about that place not being any fun when you're there alone. the next day i received a message from a man saying he would gladly hang out with me. so we talked some and exchanged some pictures, he is a single 26 year old mormon man who is not strict about his religion at all. he is a graduate of BYU Idaho and studied things relating to dance and physiology and so we have hung out twice now, the first time the day after we started talking i went back down to that outdoor mall and hung out and chatted and got lunch the second time he met me at the train station nearby and we went back to his place and cuddled and watched movies. we originally planned for him to teach me some dance stuff but i didnt sleep well the night before and the weather was really bad so we scrapped those plans and we just cuddled and watched movies. he is a bit of a naughty mormon guy. he had his hand under my shirt the whole time we were cuddling and occasionally would go up and play with my breasts under my shirt. he is a super nice guy though. i really look forward to what may lie ahead. he said he would come up here occasionally and i'll massage him and cook for him and we can hike my grandpa's trails. and other times i'll go down there and we'll do dance stuff and whatever. he may be mormon but he is not the average Utah born and bred mormons that are super uptight and holier than thou type of attitude. he is originally from Minnesota and moved here as a teen. i still have my sights set on a future in Canada just finding ways to be social and meet my needs and pass the time while i'm here. me and my mormon friend havent set another time to hang out yet but hopefully we will next week. also, i have pledged my support for Bernie in the 2016 election. i have also contributed $80 to his campaign. i'm just looking forward to the coming weeks. the coming spring and better weather also. until next time.




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