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Venusgurl
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2016-03-02 10:08:50 (UTC)

Am fucking up

I didnt see this happening but Im so fuckin up person. i woke up at 1-3:45am this morning.I dont see why am count someone to figure this out for me. I look at what Hell is wrong. I vent my ass off on here and towards my gurl Rachele on twitter she hasnt been here figure this crap out.She says "Oh okay or Oh" that's all she can really say. thats dammn aint talking to friend. So where do I talk too. I mean vent my butt off without really seeing torn apart. I woke alot aroun4-4:30 i shouldve just got up but i felt exhausted. Its strange cause i was very horny again(last night) so what is all that bout. Me and "J" id talk until seven thirty it was kinda one-sided conversation thou. I couldnt blame him too much. He was obliviously distracted had chill day.I was there several days now.I wish I can tell him things like have done to many close friends like I did Him too. I know whats the probably why I'm so shy around him that my damn problem. Several question about where do I honestly stand with "J" my brother's mom asked again last night 8:46pm how are we doing it felt like cant answer what she wants me.I gone to my room it felt bit better....
Id text him this morning so wont have do it later after school. Hes gonna busy so it really isnt any point.
I feel so confused and all i really want is vodka that's fit the anxiety and irritable emotions. I know what want im fucking old enough to get.


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