Naughty Kitten

Cravings
2016-02-09 23:48:34 (UTC)

Katherine

Today I will tell the story of a great love. I dont know how long it will take me to write this, but I want to get it all out before I forget.

When I was a freshmen, I attended a new school, it wasn't like a regular public school. It was a very strict Christian school, they made you wear plaid skirts to your knees, and it was a pretty rich school.

I am wiccan, and rebellious, so in a place like that my wild side becomes a little dominant. Anyways on the first day of school, I show up and make lots of friends. Everyone wanted to be my friend, I guess my personality attracted them. I met a girl named Katherine, and something drew me towards her. I met her on the first day, and by the end of the day she was cuddling me every five seconds, giving me hugs, and calling me her best friend. I like that kind of attention, most people find it weird, but I liked being around her. She was friends with the outcasts, and so I quickly ignored the invitations from the popular girls and all other social groups.

We talked every day, and I found out she wasn't Christian either. We had a lot of the same morals. She wasn't pretty, she was about six feet tall, white pale skin with an odd face and ugly freckles, she didn't smell very good either. I didn't care about that, though, I dont care about appearance.

A week goes by, and we are so close. We write notes in class, listen to music and reccomend music to each other, and stuff like that. She is adopted, and apparently was molested by three different men when she was younger. It didn't add up, her story, but I believed her at first. She was suicidal, and so many times I was there for her when she said she wanted to end it all. I was a bit depressed myself, and being around someone with that energy wasn't helping. I told her I had suicidal thoughts and she said "if you do it, do it when we are together, I want you to die in my arms."

She was like my sister, I grew to love her. On my birthday my mom let her spend the night. We had a great time, ate lots of candy. People at school called us twins because we were always together. Late at night we began messing around, we didnt have sex but it was clear that she wanted me. I told her I couldn't because I was in love with Taylor, and she told me she was in love with me. Nevertheless we stopped and I felt terrible for what we had done. The next day my mom said she had a strange feeling and knew we had done something, I told her that she tried to but I stopped her.

After this Nicole was mad at me, for about a week I would try to make up with her and she would rip up the notes I wrote her, leaving me flustered and embarrassed. But finally she couldn't take it anymore, and we were best friends again like nothing ever happened.

I knew everything about her and she me. She knew my most embarrassing stories, my dreams and fears. She had boyfriends (Online) but they never worked out because she said she couldn't be sexual with a guy because of what happened to her as a child. Taylor and her talked, and near December he came down and met me. We were so in love, being around him was electric. Taylor, Katherine and I actually planned to run away to Colorado for a while. And we planned on living together no matter what.

Sometime during the year I walked into the cafeteria, and she said "hey, try my new flavored water" I did as she asked and it tasted like poision, she told me with a smirk that it was vodka. That was the first time I drank alcohol, and it was with her. We went to English that day slightly drunk, and wrote notes about crazy things like walking on microwaves.

Also we ran together during PE, our teacher always let us. We did lots of crazy things at school, like watch porn in class, write satanic things on the walls, drinking became a regular thing though. I would sleep on her a lot in class. And whenever I would cry I would go to her and she would hold me.

So on the last day of school, we said goodbye. my mom still hated her, so we knew it was the last time we could see each other. I was distraught, I loved this girl. She was the only one I looked forward to seeing.

This is another story, but I ended io moving out of my moms house that summer. I was living with my grandma at the time when I finally convinced them to let me see her. Also on the last day of school she gave me a bottle of vodka, rum, and whiskey and it was all gone. So I went to her house, and we cuddled, peed on bibles, snick out, got drunk, I smoked my first cigarette with her. I gave her a hickey just for fun and fell asleep in her arms. We went to the mall the next day and bought vibrators.

When I got home my parents knew what had happened, my mom sister showed them my snapchat story. My uncle told me I couldn't talk to her. So for about a month or two I didn't, as my family was freaked out. I talked to her through Taylor though.

Taylor told me how she was. And I never stopped loving her. Once we almost got expelled for drinking at school, they called me in the office and said there was a rumor going around. I said I didn't know what they were talking about, when I could have easily said it was katherines. I told one of the biggest lies I'm ashamed for that day, well it wasn't a lie but I used it for my benefit. When they asked me about it I said, with tears in my eyes.

"I would never touch that stuff. My dad died that way." They felt sorry for me after that, and I never told on Katherine, because I was loyal to her. But using that to my advantage made me realize the person Katherine had made me become.

I found out not long ago, that Taylor has been coming down to see Katherine, they have had sex. And they are in love. I will never forget how true my love for her was though. Never forget the feeling to love someone so much you'd die without them. But it was all for nothing, and I still cry about how she betrayed me.




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