✯Sincerely, Me✯

☯LivingWithMyself☯
2016-02-09 05:59:24 (UTC)

I Do NOT Need You

Dear You,


I couldn't believe the similarities, you know?

And I know you're pretty bummed about it,

And as much as I want to be the bigger person,

I can't help but be angry.

Because everything she's doing to you...

Is nearly everything you did to me.

And you have the audacity?


You think I feel sorry for you?

Part of me does,

Part of me can't believe,

How much it's dripping with irony.


It doesn't feel good does it?

And you're basically done and it's only been a few months?

Try years.

Because I thought you were worth years.


I thought you were worth all of the tears.


I thought you were worth all of the fears.


You weren't there when I needed you to be,

And I begged you on my knees,

I've written hundreds of entries,

and you... have. the. fucking. audacity.

Are you fucking kidding me?


Where did all of this time come from? Hm?

Suddenly you have much more to give,


Where were you when I needed you?

Cried for you,

Would have died for you,

I still don't think you see...


You may still think that I'm going to run right back,

The second you snap,

Think again,


It's taken me so long to learn,

So long to understand,

So long to reach where I am,

and you'll never take that away,

You're the reason I'm the person I am today,


Sure, it still hurts,

And yes I'm still angry,

And yes I still fucking care,


And no, I'll never forget,


Somethings I'll always regret,

Pieces and memories that you'll always have,

But....

I don't need you anymore,

All the times I needed you,

Was spent learning how to live without you,


And you taught me well,


I know what I need,

And I'm figuring out what I want,


I belong to me,

My life belongs to me,

Time, heal this wound, please.


Sincerely,
Me




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