RandomPerson

Existing
2016-02-06 17:25:14 (UTC)

I felt like a monster

I was ill, sick. No help in sight. I had to care for my dad.
So I did the best as I could. My dad with his Dementia / Alzheimer’s.
I waited for family to come home. My husband had two teeth extracted. My daughter in law to be, and my son.
I had to go to urgent care. I was gone 90 minutes. In that time my son had helped, but had plans and left the house. My husband and daughter in law to be were watching grandpa. I walk in and all I can smell is feces!
How can they not care and do the right thing. They could of helped! but no my father sat in a dirty adult underwear. How can they tell me they thought it was the dog. REALLY! The dog! They smell something and don't check my dad. I got my dad cleaned up. I got him situated.
I was so angry and let them have it. I totally lost it.
It was about my dad, he was dirty. It was about feeling disappointed. I totally lost it. I sound like grunge metal singing voice. I felt like horrible monster. Like the incredible Hulk.
I tried to have a family meeting, it was unsuccessful.
I know I can't count on anyone. I need a professional care taker so I can get reliable help. I do need to take care of myself. I should be able to take care of myself.

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