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2016-02-05 12:25:31 (UTC)

Dry update

someone related to me by marriage died a few days ago... I really did not know her. That part of the family is hurting pretty badly.

Next month will be a year since I have worked solidly. July is the actual year anniversary though.

I have lost 28 pounds.

A friend of mine wants to go into business with me. He pitched me an idea that my wife and I already were working on. It was very awkward. I like the guy but I really don't trust him in a sold business way.

My daughter takes the ACT for the first time tomorrow. She's 13. Her practice test scores her about a 21 or 22. Did I mention she's only 13?

My so. Is still on the disgusting elemental diet. I really wish for him to get well.

I did not win the billion dollar lottery... What, you didn't either? What's up with that?

November before last I took out a short term loan to pay for taxes and christmas. That 4,000 loan cost me about 3,000. I finally paid it off... Every time we get in a money pinch my wife convinces me to do that... Well we still have the pinch but I can't do it with no job! That part feels awesome!

Did you know that if you make less than 24,000 a year you can't get health insurance? Did you know that if you make more than 350 a month, you can't get medicaid? That is a pretty big gap that I am having to straddle.

Did you know that medicaid prescription glasses are literally have plastic lenses? They are also not scratch resistant.

I picked up a temp job that paid ok. I made less than the max for both January and February, so that's good. The job is over now.

I can't wait to get real employment.

I am proud that I lost the weight. I still don't feel good about myself though. I don't feel gross but my self esteem is still low.

I am still a work in progress.

I haven't contemplated the up sides to suicide in many months.

I need a haircut... I am getting ok at doing it I guess. People don't stare anyway.

My wife is much better than she used to be. She still teeters on a very scary edge of decline. We can't quite get her well... Which doctors say may not happen. She is mostly low energy and when she does overdo, it takes her weeks to recover.

We have not had sex in forever. It is pretty much out of the question. We also have not shared a bed since about August 2014... Except for maybe 2 or three nights. I am pretty used to sleeping alone again. Even so, I think,we are working on being close.

I made a new website for my portfolio. I like it. I feel like it represents the best of me.

This was a lot more sharing than I planned on.

I hope the world is having a good day.

Sometimes anniversaries are difficult... But to tomorrow will be a new beginning.




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