Mark Gittner

Gay Guy juggles his life struggles.
2016-02-02 23:17:15 (UTC)


I am in California.

Moved in April, 2015. Couldn't find a job in Victorville and got kicked out for stealing my moms medicine. Moved to Paramount in Los Angeles with Allana. Got a job at BJ's restaurant. Looking for a permanent place to live right now.

Might have a job with Norwegian Cruise Lines. If so, will work 60-70 hours a week for 5 months and have 5 weeks off. Sounds tiring, but no rent, no utilities and food is paid for. I'd like to do this to challenge myself and save up money.

I am mentally ok, I guess. A little depressed. My mom has not contacted me since she went to live with some friend from facebook in San Antonio. I'm worried about her. If she's safe.

I cannot go back to finish my Master's degree without more money and I am not sure where it is going to come from.

My future is uncertain as I enter my 40th year of life on this planet. I am gay, but am trying to be a good Christian and not see anyone. I am lonely, but I think I can live with it.

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