✯Sincerely, Me✯

☯LivingWithMyself☯
2016-01-31 20:23:55 (UTC)

I Need Music

Dear Reader,

I feel strange.

None of my friends are online, and I feel low.

I want to dance, but I broke my mp3 player the day before yesterday.
I accidentally washed it in the laundry.
I have a technology curse.

I love dancing.
I lip-sync along with the songs, and I create my own stories and music videos in my head as I dance along.


I love music, and it's hard to just sit and listen...
I need to move with it...
It's not satisfying if it's quiet,
and my laptop's volume can only go so far...
I need it to move with me,
I need it to be so loud that I can't hear the world.
I need it to envelope me, and swallow me whole.
I need to drown in it.


I want to make some gummy candy.
I have everything I need to make it.
"No. Don't drag out the mess today."

Everything I like to do is a mess according to her.

R wants to make brownies.

"Sure, but I'm not helping."

Mmmhmm.


I was just standing there talking, and then:

"I don't like your hair like that."

In my head: "Congratulations."

"She practically shaved the sides. Next time tell her not to cut it so close."

Me: "It'll grow out in 2 weeks. I like it best when it's grown out a little passed this point."

*She Doesn't Listen and Continues To Tell Me How To Wear My Hair*


I'm tired.

Sincerely,
GummyBear





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