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slav-ahava
2016-01-24 02:08:25 (UTC)

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Master

Master has many different meanings to people in the lifestyle. From other Doms to Mistresses to slaves and submissives. some poeple think of a Dom as a Master, Owner, Daddy, a top or just a friend that is kinky. but to others its much more then that. its love, honor, conpasion, trust, caring, teacher, mentor, disciplinarian, its many things all in one. but to me he's my lover, boyfriend, hubby, Master, Owner, Dom, friend, mentor, teacher, and all around loving person. He can be hard as hails when needed or as soft as a teddy bear. He can love you some times more then you know. and at times he can see you at your best or at your worce. but you still matter to him. there's many different things about a Master that people see, or is it just what we want to see in the Master? or is it just what we want to see or is it just what we need that day or week or night. or does it really even Matter what others think as long as your happy with what he gives you or you give him. its a much better thing then to worry about what others think or fill about you and your Master. you are the one that needs to be happy with him and him happy with you. he must see some thing special in you for you to be with him. or you must have seen some thing special in him to. so enjoy the time you have with him cause you never know what tomorrow will hold for you or him.
well for me he found me at a time i was about to give up on life. and yes i do mean give up. and just in the short time he has turned me around. and i see where i want to go. and what i need to do. if its being a mom again or just being his slave. i will be happy with it. and i need to be here to be a grandma and a mom to my five. even if there with there dad right now. i think i know who im meant to be it is to be a slave. and yes i do give up all rights to him for now. cause you never know what time holds for us all. i see me moving to be with him in the time to come. but right now im meant to be here in ohio. so i live here as i should and i try to do as he wishes and i think would make him happy. if that means im not to cut my hair then i wont cut my hair or even wear makeup. or if it means i was to try to work out side the home then i would try. but with my health i cant work out side the home so its my job to care for him and the home. or the kids. i so crave the rules, and the scenes. i crave of his touch on my skin. and his breath on my neck. or just the paddle across my butt. or is it just the time that i know i will get from him in a scene. or is it just the time i know i will get just in bed cuddling and talking about the day to come or just the day that has just been. oh how i wish and long to see a true Dom in a scene. or is it just the lil bit of time you get to talk in the car. or does it really matter what it is. i guess it dont matter. yes they like to give out rules but some times you need them. even if you dont think you do . but for me i need the rules. i crave them, i need them. there's many different things i crave from a Master or my owner. but i need the control. that only he can and will give me. i so need to be owned and to be cared for as a slave. as for one thing i need to see him as the boss the Master the Owner the ruler of my world. i so need to know where i stand and who im meant to be in this lifestyle. and yes i have many different things i would love to try but that is only with the right Master or Owner. yes i would love to do some of them but i have never found the right Master yet. but now i hope i have found him and yes i do think i found him. i like how he has takin this slave and turned her life around for the better. and how he makes her show in every thing that he needs to know. about her even in the bad sopts. even if she dont like him to see them. its the best thing he could be doing for her, and yes i have to show him my meds and thats a good thing to. and im to show him my shots and all my pills and thats a good thing to. cause if i did not nit have to i would not be doing them most of the time. and to show him the heat rash i can get and how to care for them. or how he has seen my sugars drop in the middle of the night and i did not even know i was dropping. and he know. and how does he know me as well as he does. he can tell if im not filling well or if im to about to melt down. im not sure why or how he can tell i had a hard day or that i was yelled at. but oh boy can he tell me how im filling and i would love to know how he does this with me but he wont tell me. but i do love the way he has turned my life around in just 3 months and how much better i am just to know him in my life. i hope i have many years to come with him but only time will tell me that. in away i wish i was the first girl in his life. but im not cause i would not have a problem with getting remarryed to him. i think he would be the right one for me but i guess this is out of my hands. but in away im still marryed to him even if its with a collar around my neck. and yes i freely take his collar. i just hope it goes real time soon cause im not sure if i can be away from him the rest of my life. yes its funny how you can fall for someone you have never ment in person. and i tryed not to do this but i messed that up to. i did not hide my heart well enough he found it and oh boy did he still my heart. or was it i let him in. well after i found him in my heart i started to give him my mind, body, heart and soul. and he has been in a few of them in the last 3 months. and i hope he dont stop. going to places in me. i hope he never stops learning who i am. or will ever let me go. well if i was ever to be let go i would so be lost. i think i would lose who i am and who im meant to be. well i have this song that i just love it means alot to me. im not sure if Master really knows what it does to his slave. i so want and need to be in his arms. i so want to have a scene where hes in control and i wish it to go on for more then just a few mins. like it has here. or i wish it to be more then just a tease. or some would call a warm up. in some ways i need to fill some pain. even if its as i cum. well i need to be nude in front of him if im not its away i hide apart of who i am and who im meant to be. and im sure that not what he wants or needs from his slave or lil one. i just really wish for mim to take her leash and control this slave. i love to wear my cuffs and to have rope on me just sends me in to space. some times i would just touch it and i will space. but to have her Master to tie me up and use me as he wishes i cant wait to see that day.

Master

Master has many different meanings to people in the lifestyle. From other Doms to Mistresses to slaves and submissives. some poeple think of a Dom as a Master, Owner, Daddy, a top or just a friend that is kinky. but to others its much more then that. its love, honor, conpasion, trust, caring, teacher, mentor, disciplinarian, its many things all in one. but to me he's my lover, boyfriend, hubby, Master, Owner, Dom, friend, mentor, teacher, and all around loving person. He can be hard as hails when needed or as soft as a teddy bear. He can love you some times more then you know. and at times he can see you at your best or at your worce. but you still matter to him. there's many different things about a Master that people see, or is it just what we want to see in the Master? or is it just what we want to see or is it just what we need that day or week or night. or does it really even Matter what others think as long as your happy with what he gives you or you give him. its a much better thing then to worry about what others think or fill about you and your Master. you are the one that needs to be happy with him and him happy with you. he must see some thing special in you for you to be with him. or you must have seen some thing special in him to. so enjoy the time you have with him cause you never know what tomorrow will hold for you or him.
well for me he found me at a time i was about to give up on life. and yes i do mean give up. and just in the short time he has turned me around. and i see where i want to go. and what i need to do. if its being a mom again or just being his slave. i will be happy with it. and i need to be here to be a grandma and a mom to my five. even if there with there dad right now. i think i know who im meant to be it is to be a slave. and yes i do give up all rights to him for now. cause you never know what time holds for us all. i see me moving to be with him in the time to come. but right now im meant to be here in ohio. so i live here as i should and i try to do as he wishes and i think would make him happy. if that means im not to cut my hair then i wont cut my hair or even wear makeup. or if it means i was to try to work out side the home then i would try. but with my health i cant work out side the home so its my job to care for him and the home. or the kids. i so crave the rules, and the scenes. i crave of his touch on my skin. and his breath on my neck. or just the paddle across my butt. or is it just the time that i know i will get from him in a scene. or is it just the time i know i will get just in bed cuddling and talking about the day to come or just the day that has just been. oh how i wish and long to see a true Dom in a scene. or is it just the lil bit of time you get to talk in the car. or does it really matter what it is. i guess it dont matter. yes they like to give out rules but some times you need them. even if you dont think you do . but for me i need the rules. i crave them, i need them. there's many different things i crave from a Master or my owner. but i need the control. that only he can and will give me. i so need to be owned and to be cared for as a slave. as for one thing i need to see him as the boss the Master the Owner the ruler of my world. i so need to know where i stand and who im meant to be in this lifestyle. and yes i have many different things i would love to try but that is only with the right Master or Owner. yes i would love to do some of them but i have never found the right Master yet. but now i hope i have found him and yes i do think i found him. i like how he has takin this slave and turned her life around for the better. and how he makes her show in every thing that he needs to know. about her even in the bad sopts. even if she dont like him to see them. its the best thing he could be doing for her, and yes i have to show him my meds and thats a good thing to. and im to show him my shots and all my pills and thats a good thing to. cause if i did not nit have to i would not be doing them most of the time. and to show him the heat rash i can get and how to care for them. or how he has seen my sugars drop in the middle of the night and i did not even know i was dropping. and he know. and how does he know me as well as he does. he can tell if im not filling well or if im to about to melt down. im not sure why or how he can tell i had a hard day or that i was yelled at. but oh boy can he tell me how im filling and i would love to know how he does this with me but he wont tell me. but i do love the way he has turned my life around in just 3 months and how much better i am just to know him in my life. i hope i have many years to come with him but only time will tell me that. in away i wish i was the first girl in his life. but im not cause i would not have a problem with getting remarryed to him. i think he would be the right one for me but i guess this is out of my hands. but in away im still marryed to him even if its with a collar around my neck. and yes i freely take his collar. i just hope it goes real time soon cause im not sure if i can be away from him the rest of my life. yes its funny how you can fall for someone you have never ment in person. and i tryed not to do this but i messed that up to. i did not hide my heart well enough he found it and oh boy did he still my heart. or was it i let him in. well after i found him in my heart i started to give him my mind, body, heart and soul. and he has been in a few of them in the last 3 months. and i hope he dont stop. going to places in me. i hope he never stops learning who i am. or will ever let me go. well if i was ever to be let go i would so be lost. i think i would lose who i am and who im meant to be. well i have this song that i just love it means alot to me. im not sure if Master really knows what it does to his slave. i so want and need to be in his arms. i so want to have a scene where hes in control and i wish it to go on for more then just a few mins. like it has here. or i wish it to be more then just a tease. or some would call a warm up. in some ways i need to fill some pain. even if its as i cum. well i need to be nude in front of him if im not its away i hide apart of who i am and who im meant to be. and im sure that not what he wants or needs from his slave or lil one. i just really wish for mim to take her leash and control this slave. i love to wear my cuffs and to have rope on me just sends me in to space. some times i would just touch it and i will space. but to have her Master to tie me up and use me as he wishes i cant wait to see that day.




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