unknown A

teenage
2016-01-19 17:47:30 (UTC)

A boy, a bus and realising shit.

This sucks. Not just school but everything in general. I feel like the girl of that typical sad song that can't have the guy because he is too busy fucking other girls. I need someone that loves me but not just someone I need him. (MAN this is cheesy stuff). Every time I start talking to someone new I'll push him away no matter what. For this entry I just want to a guy that ended up being a total jerk I didn't care about until this morning I realised something. I have to see this guy who is a total hottie. When I saw him for the first time my panties literally fell to the floor. I had this feeling he would be this kind of asshole/jackass bad boy style, he turned out to be a helpless romantic. The fact that his is a different nationality than me already turns me on. Thing is a month later or so he added me on Facebook which I was totally cool with, I mean he's hot as fuck. Anyways, we started talking daily and well at first I really liked him in the way he talked to me and stuff but then I realised that he was way TOO romantic for me I need a bad boy, if you know what I mean. He wouldn't stop talking to me, so some times I had to ignore in order to get some work done but then he will get mad at me for no reason. Seriously, this kid drove me insane for weeks. Next thing is Christmas break, we met outside the public bus for a couple of hours and then again, he seemed like a decent guy. I left my country for two weeks because I was visiting my brother in Latvia and when I got back that little prick who has been saying for weeks that I was the only girl he has been thinking about since we met ( I bet this is bullshit, I don't believe this, I guess he can't even lie properly) and he asked his ex-girlfriend to get back together. Like dude, get a fucking grip. Us girls aren't toys you know... So, since I found out about that I haven't spoken to him, not once. Anyways back to the topic, I have to deal with his face and until now I haven't realise that I miss talking to him. Unbelievable I know. So much fuss about not liking him and the total ass he is but I miss talking to him. I cannot deal with his cute face every morning on the bus. I just can't. This sucks.


A


PS- We fucking had a date on his 18th birthday, when I had other plans and he asked his exgf back. Boys..




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