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A Subs Space... OVER 18!
2016-01-14 10:51:57 (UTC)

Yesterday... Wednesday, and today

Well, my outing didn't go at all to plan, and i ended up wishing i had gone to see Master instead.
i can't write about it here, there's too much to say, and too much private info, but i need to get it out of me, so i asked Master for my old private diary loggin details, and He gave them to me. i am writing about it there. i sent Master an email saying it would be emotional, but i had no idea it would be how it was! i asked permission to be excused from edging if i felt no better last night, and was granted it, but i felt a bit better, so i emailed again saying i would try.

Master said i was a good girl for telling Him, but i have been told to stop edging altogether... no touching at all now, except for shaving! lol. Yes Master picked up on the fact that i have stopped shaving and told me to keep doing it. Oh well, at least i don't have to edge.

And this morning, i have written 3 parts of my entries in my private diary. There's a lot of history to it, and i wanted to write it all out, as a kind of cleansing thing?

i have also had a brief chat with pi on kik, and an email from a guy i've been chatting to on bondage, who has asked me if i want to go for a coffee with him today!
Of course i declined politely.

i have the horrible feeling i get before a period, and i'm late again :(
About 2 weeks late now. i hate this change of life! Night sweats too... really awful. Not sleeping properly, and getting all emotional.

But on the bright side... The nights are definitely drawing out again :)
And i'm otherwise healthy, and very happy with my Master :)





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