candy♥

candy's dear diary
2016-01-08 10:07:23 (UTC)

still lost...no career...no future

i want to do something extra curricular.i want to learn guitar,skatting..painting..coloring..sketching..i want to be with nand.i mean i too like him.i need many things to make me in place..i need him.please yaar.i want to cook.i want that i should try preparing again for medical but as if i have lost my intrests in preparing or rather doing hard work.i just have too many horror dreams and sexy fantasies...i want to be with nand, "aaa"!i want that nand should give me too many my surprises..chocolates forcingly...forcefully kiss me help me...i want to be his beautiful wife.and he be my handsome prince charming.i want my career.medical is so difficult.i cant be that successful in any other stream.i like lazie too.i want that everyday he will meet me.ill have to fight my own.if you ask it means you dont deserve it.but if you earn it,it means you have worked really hard for it.i still have time to think and may be prepare for medical but as if i have lost all intrests..so i dont think i can qualify..but yes instead of wasting time discussing all this i can try preparing.i dont want another collage as another colg will have more problems i gues.i wish if i could get mbbs govt seat.if any how i could become doctor always busy..no time to think anything bakwaas.sometimes i want to fall in love..and then do medical..




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