Songbird System

Raven
2016-01-08 04:35:54 (UTC)

I want to scream

Morgan is self-centered. Morgan is a bitch...Morgan is my sister and I love her. And yet, I'm still jealous of her.
She's completely dependent on me. Let's just say I was involved in some kind of accident and died, she would be sad for my death (she's not a sociopath guys) and then realize...I was right.
You see, I like people finding out about their problems by themselves. Because, let's just face it, if you tell somebody like Morgan that she's closed-minded, they would just ignore you. So I use hints. Like, my most frequent one: I have to do everything for you. And Morgan, of course, denies this.
And, you know what, I want to scream. People are finally starting to realize that maybe a teenager with severe emotions problems (that they seem to forget confessed having voices in her head in a kinda vague manner and my asexuality...seriously, guys I'm FUCKING ASEXUAL and like one of the people most open about her sexuality) needs at least one person to mildly lean on with a sister that is very alike a parasite. You cannot deny how one-sided our relationship is in the helping department. She does nothing to help me while I risk my entire sanity for her.
I want a friend...a friend who understands these feelings. A friend like me. I'm so lonely.




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