Nadia

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2016-01-05 13:00:58 (UTC)

After all that shit with your fucking..

After all that shit with your fucking parents I was always there I picked you up with my sister when your mum was losing it I WAS ALWAYS FUCKING THERE FOR YOU. I put up with all that shit from your mum and I tried I tried until the fucking end with you. And you just threw me away like I was nothing. I was always there for you to talk to, I always fucking spoiled you. Maybe I spoiled you because I felt like I was never good enough for you. I always felt like I wasn't enough, that's how you made me feel. Constantly going after other girls and when you got caught out it would always somehow be my fault and I'd have to apologise and make it up to you. Fucking Brooke, Megan, Amy and finally the best one, Jade. I went through all of this shit and it didn't affect you at all Jacob. It fucking killed me. It tore me apart inside and I had to hide it because you'd just get angry at me. You'd always get angry at me.
Remember when we were in the car and you were just compeltely yelling at me and driving like a fucking psycho, you made me have a panic attack and i got out the car and stumbled down my street. And there you were apologetic talking to my mum. Who the fuck does that to someone. Especially their fucking girlfriend. I would sit in the bathroom and cry my heart out and you wouldn't even get off the fucking bed to come check on me. You fucking changed Jacob. You used to be different. Then you turned into someone I didn't know and I tried so hard to bring the old you back but you became a horrible person. You wouldn't even bat an eyelid if I cried. I used to feel like if I started crying you'd finally stop getting mad and it would be okay but in the end it didn't phase you. You didn't care. You treated me like shit. I seriously wonder if you ever felt bad about it. You're such a selfish fucking egocentric cunt you probably would never show it but I wonder if you ever read this if you would even feel anything. It was so hard letting you go. So fucking hard to let the person I used to know go. And you were fine. You moved right on to my best friend. Apparently it was happening while we were dating so thank you. Thanks for fucking me over and making me the negative pessimistic person I am today.


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