Songbird System

Raven
2015-12-24 08:12:09 (UTC)

Analysis of...Whatever the Hell the Voices Are

Yeah, still don't have an exact thing that matches up to the voices thing happening right now. Because I don't have DID or sczipolia (oh my God, I am so tired xD I'm so sorry).
So, I guess I can do a complete analysis for the voices. You know, expect of just saying the clear things about them. Because, well, the clear personality traits they have are already their nicknames. And some of them name themselves...somehow.

Charlotte "The Sadist" Fannel: She gave herself that last name. Don't know why exactly, but she did. She just felt like it I guess. And, yes, she's a she and she would hurt me mentally if I call her him or they. Or just fuck up with my dreams more. Yes, seriously, they are not split personalities. Charlotte her freaking goddamn self confirmed this.
And, besides from being sadistic and ruthless, Charlotte is very insecure about herself (and her position of not being a split personality and envying split personalities). She has a 'superiority inferiority' complex so to speak. She acts higher than everybody else since she fears her own insecurity. Charlotte is actually quite smart too, and she apparently learns faster than me (but, you know, this might be because of her claims of her being my sub mind might be accurate...I have no fucking idea).
Aside from being insecure, Charlotte is passionate about everything she does. EVERYTHING. From torturing my psyche to making offhand comments about my twin sister being the best person in the world (and even hinting at incest...ew). But, Charlotte is a horrible liar. I mean, absolutely horrible. She can't lie for anything. She's usually blunt and honest about things, but, if she decides to lie, CHARLOTTE FREAKING SUCKS.

Christina "The Masochist" Verandes: Oh now Christina wants a last name too. Fine, you get the last name you want if you shut up.
Back on topic, Christina is perverted. No, this does not mean I am holding back sexual desires, Christina herself confessed she doesn't give a crap about sexual attraction and is also asexual, she just likes the feeling of pain that comes with sex. Yes, I do have a theory that Christina thinks all sex causes pain because my cousin nearly raped me several times and tried to torture me, but it is just a theory, but a rather sound one in my eyes.
Charlotte and Christina are also friends. Go figure, the sadist and the masochist like each other. What a surprise.
Christina doesn't really speak that much anymore, yet she still likes mind fucking me in my dreams a lot. Dreams are her favorite things after all. She lives in a fantasy world, a fantasy world that is very much like Blanche Dubois' in Streetcar Named Desire. I love that book so much. Now that I think about it, Christina does share a few qualities with Blanche, but, the last time I checked, Blanche was not a masochist. She did not enjoy the last chapters of the book very much to say the least.

Megan "The Paranoid": She actually has my last name, so I'm not telling any of you it. I do have a rather unique last name which would reveal who I am anyways. Why did she pick this, because they all are hopping onto the last name train for some reason.
This one is weird since she is the only one without the "Ch" at the beginning of her name. Seriously, there is Charlotte, Christina, Chihiro, Cherise, Channel...And then there is Megan. Theory: She choose the name Megan because I was about to be named it. But, if that's the case, I would expect that somebody would be named Alanna too.
Okay, this paranoid girl is also insecure. Go figure. An insecure girl has whatever the fuck these voices are that are insecure too. Yippee. And she is a skeptic too.
She actually is very good at seeing through lies and finding holes in arguments, due to her paranoid nature. This is actually helpful, so, I guess I should thank Megan for that.

You know what, I'm gonna continue this later. My vision is blurred due to how tired I am. xD Wish me luck on sleeping and overcoming this struggle. The struggle of whatever the fuck these voices are.
Seriously, if you've any theories, please contact me. That would help me a lot. They were created because I held in my emotions, and all of them have their unique personality and quirks, but that's the most I know on the subject so far.
Thank you and good night.




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