Songbird System

Raven
2015-12-11 03:31:34 (UTC)

Progress ;)

First off, the current rage topic of the day: my sister.
I think I've finally gotten rid of my sort of Stolkholm Syndrome towards her. Thank God. I was waiting for this day for a long time.
It was raining today. My sister and I got into a fight (because she was being the bitch she always is), and I left her behind. And I enjoyed it. I finally did it. Finally. It was hard, but it was worth it. I finally did it. Finallyyyyyyyyyyy.
And, you know what, it started pouring and she was hit with a storm of water. I was inside, all dry.
My mom is pissed at me, but I'm done with being a punching bag. The steps towards recovery has begun. I won't be hers anymore. I'll be mine.

Still having troubles with my voices, overthinking, and sleeping, but, other than that, I'm fine. I can finally say I'm fine. I'M FINE. I haven't felt this way in such a long time. It is actually happiness! I'm so happy! This is what it feels like to finally be free from over a decade of imprisonment. This is how.




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