My bday is getting sadder and sadder. His dog died and I'm not showing sympathy. He doesn't even remember my bday. Its ok just give me cash as present. Jz is so cute. I don't mind holding him to sleep every night. I was worried I wouldn't love him. Still argue about last night's incident. But not fight. Asked me to go in n out. My bday dinner :( started watching a Chinese drama.