Nowhere girl

Finding a reason to breath
2015-11-02 04:17:39 (UTC)

Cleared my mind for the night

So I got they another day. One day at a time right! So I guess everything will be more clear with each passing day. I can't wait to start my week tomorrow!! I can't wait to put myself back on track and start my workout again!! Since I started hiking again last week, it reminded me how good it felt. How rewarding it feels when you break a sweat! My short term goal is to lose 5-10 lbs by theend of November. And 15 total before New Years eve! Which speaking of New Years eve I'm looking foward to that cause me and Daniel are going to the Morrissey Concert! I am so glad I have him right now to lean on! He has been a good friend to me since high school. Going on 20 years strong!!! We went out on Friday and it was nice getting to hang out! So I decided I'm gonna not contact Diana at all . I was gonna call her but what's the point! She already told
Me she has these guys bugging her to go out and that she gonna give them a chance. So yeah like i said before or at least to her, I can't compete with a guy! Hello!!!! If a guy what she wants then I will not stand in her way. Yes the idea of her with a man completely tears me apart inside and it more then breaks me heart but she won't catch me begging for her back!! No way! I don't always want to wonder if I'm enough! Well until the next time.... I've cleared my mind for tonight.




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