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2015-09-17 14:13:24 (UTC)

Keep it real

I know that no relationship is perfect but I know this relationship is unhealthy right now. But I am going to marry him anyways. I have to keep walking away, closing my mouth and removing kids when we at it. I am not praying and having faith like I should. Just maybe things will turn around. Or God will give me the strength I need to move on. Until then I am going to do my best to foster the love in this relationship. Its so hard to communicate with Damien....but at the end he makes me feel like I am being impatient, insensitive and a complainer. Only time will tell. It is only so much I or one can take. I got to keep focusing on myself and these kids...my goals and aspirations and hope he jumps on board!




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