Vanilla

The Utter Demise of things.

I think I have been in emotional hell for so long.

I cant even type what i have found. Further information into the bulshit lies i have been living in.

I really dont know...how to see the world anymore. What to expect from anyone, What is right or wrong. It blows my mind, the amount of demons we as humans hide in our closet, and because of that I cannot accept anymore how i can trust people. How i can trust them to hold them self and me with respect. To produce children with them and trust them around me or my kids.

I just dont understand the darkness of human nature, because it is so inevitably dark.