Songbird System

Raven
2015-08-28 11:31:43 (UTC)

I haven't written in here like in forever xD

So...school sucks. School sucks so much.
With the clearest thing out of the way, I guess I'm gonna do some more talking because talking about myself and what is on my mind is the sum of the majority of stuff I do on here. Because it is my diary. That's kinda what diaries are for.
Okay, do you know what I fucking hate people doing? This...
Me: I'm asexual.
Person: Oh, sweetie, you're not. You just have to find the right person.
Me: But I'm-
Person: Stop telling yourself that, dear. You're just a teenager, so you can't possibly know your sexuality.

Yeah, that's what I get. Only TWO people IRL have supported me being asexual. One of them being a girl I just met in drama class, in which she is awesome. Like really awesome. She's an open gender queer and having a forever changing sexuality. And she's more supported than the asexual...
IT MAKES ME JUST WANT TO RIP OUT MY HAIR! WHY CAN'T NOBODY UNDERSTAND ME BEING A BIROMANTIC ASEXUAL??? AAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! >:(

And school sucks. And I'm already failing Spanish. Fuck my life. Fuck my life. Fuck my life.
Oh, and because my mom is going through cancer treatment, I've to spend everyday with the Higurashi. Fuck my life. Fuck my life. Fuck my life.
My voices are only getting worst, and all of my teachers seem to notice I'm having mental breakdowns in the middle of class. Oh thank God. You didn't know how annoying that was last year when only, like, two noticed anything at all.
Oh, I've to still eat dinner with the little fucker that sexually assaulted me. FFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKK.
I'm really pissed at the moment. Heck, the only reason why I don't write on here more often is because I'm too goddamn busy being miserable.

On a happy note, still a fucking virgin. ;) And still alive.




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