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2015-08-11 17:14:43 (UTC)

Getting up and dusting myself off

No much of a choice really. So that stupid dream really took me for a spin. Today, the sun came up and I woke up so I have to trudge on. I keep seeing posts of my friends talking about the first day of school, first day of junior high, first day of high school, first day of kinder. Me? I just hope that the ex enrolled the kiddos and that they are in school.

I'm just skating at work. Doing what I need to do but not putting out extra. My mind is still not right. The day is a daze. I need to focus. I know. When I'm at home, I try to clean up the house. I read somewhere that having a messy house just makes you more depressed so I'm trying to avoid that.

I'm also trying to keep my budget in check for the next few months. Been at it for 3 months already. I got 3 credit cards down to zero. I have one more at around 3K. So I'm planning on paying 1/2 of that on Sept and finish it off in October. Hopefully, if nothing goes wrong, I will have all my cards at zero. Then I could maybe save 1,000-1,500 a month every month for a year. If I split the rent with someone then that'll mean I get an extra 700-1000 a month. Wishful thinking I know but hey, I'm allowed.

If all goes as planned, then maybe I'll have enough for a downpayment on a house, auto, or whatever. I'm thinking that the housing market will collapse again so I'm hoping it will be lined up for me to buy a house. Otherwise, no biggie. I'll at least have some money saved.

Right now, it sucks because I'm staying home saving money. Trying so hard not to go out and party. Home cooked meals. Argue!!!! It can drive you nuts sometimes. I'm having pb and J for breakfast even.


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