My Crazy, Amazing, Messed up Life
No matter what question I'm thinking of or trying to answer, I come back to another question, why?
Why does the world spin?
Why do things happen like this?
Why are most people assholes?
Why did Jake ask weird questions?
Last night he said, "If I was single and asked you out, what would you say?"
I was honest and said yes.
But he now knows that I like him and although he acts like normal, he keeps complimenting me anyway. That hurts. I continuously remind him that he has a girlfriend and that even though I don't like her, he has to remain loyal to her and compliment her, not me.
He knows that I like him, and yet he compliments anyway and whilst it makes me feel good but at the same time I feel guilty because of Alice. And even if I did date him after they broke up (Which I predict to be soon), I still don't think I could date him cause it seems like I waited for him and Alice to break up before I dated him. And I also don't want to be his rebound. I don't know if he has rebounds but I believe that in the end, everybody has some way of rebounding.
I just feel guilty and selfish. :/
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