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My Crazy, Amazing, Messed up Life
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2015-08-08 08:10:54 (UTC)

What do I do? (Please answer)

My mum pointed out this afternoon that I spend a lot of time with Jake. I admit that I am falling for him, my best friend, but I do not want anyone to realise. Should I back off?
The reason I have spent so much time with him over the past few days is because he moved in around the corner from me. If he lives so close and we are both bored at home, why not do something?
But the problem is that he has a girlfriend. That is why my mu pointed out that I spend a lot of time with him.
But it isn't like we cuddle and watch movies or anything. This afternoon I was with him, his sister and his sister's friend on this mini jumping castle they own. On the side of the castle is this tunnel thing which I sat in for a while and Jake sat with me while we talked. But there was at least a metre between us and there was nothing improper happening. Sure he did move closer at one point but that is because the castle began to collapse under his sister and his sister's friend's weight and nearly squashed me so he held it up until they moved. But that is different, he was just looking out for my safety.
But I do like him. Of course, I am not going to do anything about it. But he can tell when something is wrong and he continuously asked me if something was wrong this afternoon. I kept denying it but there was something wrong, he isn't mine.
I know I am being completely selfish and I know that I will never date him and that nothing will ever happen between us but I can't just leave him. I am his closest friend (as he has told me) and he tells me everything and I can't just leave him to suffer with no one to talk to.
Please tell me what I should do.

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