annie

Annie in the crowd
2015-08-05 16:55:43 (UTC)

my day

Dear diary,
I m falling , falling out of pain, I want not live a puzzled life..
When people of my age are studying in collages, doing a job ,and living their
Life .. I m stuck … can not do anything for my life and for myself…
I hard it is to live in a world I you never imagine
I m broken.. and the last answer that I could get from my life is marry, marry a person whom my parents wants too, because there is nothing I could do with my life.. I have to marry so what if I don’t want too..
But I have to marry so it’s better to marry now, because for me it’s like hanging from top of the mountain, and there is no one who could lift me up to save , my patience are giving answers …to fall down because there is no option that I could choose…
It’s hard and really hard to come up with this conclusion , my heart my soul will never allow this to marry at a time where I m not ready, but somehow or the other my puzzled life is making me more week day by day




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