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The Unaccepted
2015-08-01 05:51:31 (UTC)

Today, like everyday

Who would have thought that me, of all people, would be fighting each day for a way to go on. They say I am inspiration. I am not. I never wanted to be. I never asked to be. I am just a girl with the same wants and needs of any other girl. My job gets me out of bed in the morning. I take each day hour by hour. Waiting to get home and then struggling to keep the demons at bay while I wait for sleep to take me. I admit I wish sleep would take me permanently sometimes, but I am not so fortunate. Some would say I am destined for greater things. That is why I am still here. I cannot see that far ahead. I do not see the light at the end of this endless tunnel.

Tomorrow I will wake and try something new. Tomorrow I at least have a few hours of my day that will keep my mind occupied. After that I don't know. Always alone is becoming tiresome. Lack of affection is killing me slowly. I feel it in my being. My souls aches.

Now I will try and sleep. Perhaps my demons will keep me entertained. One can only hope




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