asingleweed

asingleweed
2015-07-30 08:13:11 (UTC)

The first page

Hello, my name is Jake and this is my diary of boring everyday thoughts were I can throw up my silly mind into this journal/diary and slam the keys on my computer to make a mess of words. In this diary you will find a lot of garbage, bad grammar, pity parties, my happiest memories, torture, perversions and some super bad poetry. If for what ever reason you decide to read my diary feel free to laugh, scowl or throw up at my horrible writing and remember that how you perceive me is all in your head.

It feels very strange starting my first diary at age 19. It somehow feels right, like I wasn't supposed to have a diary any earlier in my life. I'm a little nervous making my private secure thoughts public, mostly because I am very boring and horrible at writing but it wouldn't be worth it to me to write something and not share it. I also feel strange being part of the very few males who have a diary. I have to say I enjoy it though, the older I get the more cluttered my mind gets with thoughts floating around no were to go and no one to tell them too. Then again I'm totally fine if no one reads this too.

I think a girl has a crush on me at work. It's silly how many woman have been showing interest in me lately. I think its all because I simply just don't care which is a strange reason for them liking me. There is one girl in particular that keeps sneaking back into my brain. Why? I don't know but I think it's because of what she was wearing. She was telling me today about how she met my friends and how she told them that she loved me, but all I could think about was her pants because there were made out of some kind of stretchy material that was super tight and I could see her pussy lips threw them. Sometimes I feel like a monkey in a battle with his brain and his tail. Oh yeah I'm bananas.

I taught my friend how to smoke a cig today. I feel extremely guilty now.
I didn't encourage him really, he's a man and can make his own choices and I wasn't going to judge him for wanting to try a cigarette. But I felt like I almost encouraged by showing him how to buy and a smoke a cig. I think I should of just discouraged him. I just hope I didn't make a big mistake and live in world of guild when he gets addicted.




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