Miracle

Miracle
2015-07-25 19:31:40 (UTC)

dont know what to do

so I dont know really why im writing in here I just need to get some stuff off my chest so last time I talked about sex and how im ready for it I still think I am but ive been thinking if I want to save it till marriage I guess theres a lot of pros and cons to it for example it would prove my husband is committed to me and truly loves me it would also like prove myself to god and show that I want to worship him and love him I want to put god before anyone or anything and with doing that comes a lot of things like obeying my parents so doing what im told not lying cheating stealing it also means doing what it is he wants us to do but that's a lot I plan to fallow him its something I need to pray about what if my husband just marries me for sex or what if I cant find someone cause of that theres a lot of things that go in to waiting to have sex till you get married well I guess ill just have to think about it and pray about it I feel a little better that I came here and talked about it its not like I could talk to my parents about it or they would kill me for even thinking about sex when its a natural thing anyway im gonna go




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