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MyDarknessLives
2015-07-22 20:02:57 (UTC)

The Bad, The Worse, and the Most Annoying

9:10 PM

I've talked about the bad and the worst many many times in my diary but now its time to talk about the most annoying. I literally have no interest in nearly anything anymore, days just drag on and on and then they repeat the next day. All the games I play are now dull and boring, the videos I used to enjoy are grey and dull even swimming is becoming this way. Its merely a game of finding an activity to keep me busy long enough to pass the day. Recently I took up reading again, I finished 2 books in 2 days, I could have done both in 1 day or 1 in a half but I forced myself to wait on the 2nd book and now I have to wait till tomorrow when I can go to the library again....

When 9 PM rolls around I get excited and turn on netflix to watch some NCIS currently, shower, and take my medicine in preparation for bed. At this point I don't know what to do, I feel like I have everything else under control but the depression and loss of interest.




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