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2015-07-18 05:17:57 (UTC)

7/18/2015 - Our Emails

Dear Diary,

I reread our emails back from Week 1 - Week 14.. I wonder why we stopped typing to one another? We probably got busier..

It seemed like towards after week 10 or so.. we bonded a lot. Why'd we stop since there was such a big gap between February and March.

Recap: These were emails of things we couldn't state out loud to one another, so we'd email each other at the end of the week of how we felt to make each other feel more reassured about the relationship; or if there was a problem, at least the other person would know what's on the other person's mind.

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Week 1 (Nov 8):
HIM: ???

ME: "I want to be stronger."


Week 2 (Nov 15):
HIM: "And it would have been good if she laughed it off. We basically went over the above and I’m feeling happy again that we talked it out :)"

ME: "oh yeah, I think he's the best. :) for so many reasons that I want to wait for him.​"


Week 3 (Nov 22):
HIM: "good fun week of food , movie , and snuggles."

ME: "ive decided to do a lot of yoga workouts in the upcoming days when the nigga is "busy' with games.​​"


Week 4/5 (Nov 30):
HIM: "love her for making me conjee and coining me :D"

ME: "He bought me a comb. When i lay awake and think about stuff, i realize how much this guy loves me. he doesn't even complain about being up early making oatmeal or w/e. he wants to do these things out of the love of his heart and that's what makes me love him even more."


Week 6 (Dec 11):
HIM: "I always spoil her. she shouldnt be too sad that i didn't get a her a gift :( but then technically i still did because i bought the liquor and phone case yay
-karaoke was really fun. we were both on that good level ;p"

ME: "The ones who come I will always be so grateful for their time & friendship.Did I mention I smoked weed for the first time?? Yep I'm 23. Hahahahaha!"


Week 7 (Dec 21):
HIM: "Dim sum was very yummy and worth the money. glad she went. guy time in the car was not bad. Our late night talk was good. i feel like ive told her almost everything about my life but i was glad there was some new things that i was able to dig out of my memories. feels nice to tell out my regrets, instead of saying it to myself in my head xD"

ME: "Today I also learned of a new word called cohabitating. I've been wondering what word would describe hung n mine's living situation & I guess that's the word. A bf & gf living together is cohabiting."


Week 8/9 (Jan 9):
HIM: "i love your cooking :) i love the watch you picked out for me :) happy new years. I wish for our happiness with family,friends,work, and ourselves."

ME: "Getting to live with & sleeping next to you almost every night has been the best part of my year. I have my doubts, but have hopes you won't let me down anymore.. I hope what I want to believe is true though​, ​that you'll fight for your goals & future. I can't stand how you always push things back & never try things out or fight for your rights. Even if you've made me a skeptic, your actions are louder than words recently, & I hope that continues."


Week 10 (Jan 10):
HIM: "what a comfortable fun week : )
Good movie and trip to wincos. popchips!
yugioh was cool. alot of puns and the great leviathan!
happy that we were able to go to the gym.
glad i had my haircut. it is nice to try something new. so the boater sexy now ahha
harry potter is still good the 2nd time around.
Janie had too much fun making her face haha xD
<3 :D"

ME: "​im going to miss hung when he starts working.... :/ so worried too. wish work places would hire me already so i wouldnt have to think about it so much.
I like it when he wants me as badly as I want him..."


Week 11 (Jan 18):
HIM: "after thinking about my thoughts a bit more , maybe one of the things that made me irritated was that i was worried about my own life. like i want to live my life more extrovertedly but i know that i probably wont like it since im like a super introvert deep down inside. mayb my past makes me feel uneasy too, idk why i feel haunted by them because i enjoy my presents. girlfriend,friends, car, spending money , all the key things i wanted when i little ahha."

ME: "a lot of heart to heart talk.. and I feel he understands me more. His "I love you so much, babe" really meant a lot to me."


Week 12 (Jan 26):
HIM: "oh man what a week, did some hard work this week, but it also felt good getting your hands dirty. i like putting stuff together haha "

ME: "There are those out there who work through their differences and make the relationship work. I think we are like that."


Week 13 (Feb 8):
HIM: "My days has been pretty routine. what makes it better is having my girl to come home to :D "

ME: "I must say, I have to forgive him for coming home late.. He's being all cute about it on text... hubby buys dinner, what do u want for dinner... etc etc. He's really trying to compensate for making me wait."


Week 14 (Feb 1):
HIM: "I love her." (Last message he wrote in the last email made me smile.)
ME: "I love that after a good days of work or helping out, hungy and I are able to go out and enjoy ourselves. PS - I love chocolate milk." (How'd I forget about this.. )

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So where did we go wrong?

:(

-
Janie




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