Live my life♥

I know

Yes I know why is this so hard for me, y I am not happy. Bcoz all I love doing is acting and all I am doing what I don't want to do. :(
things would have been so different if I could evn had gotten chance in serial may be even for supporting. I would not have been sitting here at home and crying on life.
Now when I wonder I feel like I could have do many things could have learnt Dance, Acting and made my life happening but, I made mistakes now i have to live with the mistakes :( just wanna yell at myself. But in all fairness I did tried how much I could but it dint turned out best. may be should have invested more time but that is what i couldn't afford. but what difference it made i am still a loser :(

god what what have you for me???

hope is only way to escape.

upset.