✯Sincerely, Me✯

☯LivingWithMyself☯
2015-07-06 03:05:31 (UTC)

Landslide


Dear Reader,

I tried, but I couldn't keep it together.

My mood just deteriorated so fast.

And now I feel so low.


The only person that could possibly lift me up, isn't here.

And he hasn't been for a long time.

He hasn't spoken to me with his voice for so long....
and when he did... it rekindled the flame inside....

I miss him.... so much.

My depression and anxiety has become a chore to monitor and maintain...
So many different things trigger it... and the list grows longer and longer...

Writing used to give me solace, but I don't know what happened....
Suddenly I was so open to pour out my every thought into this website...
And here I am, starting over for the 5th time.


Writing is my last resort to remain stable...
And it's wearing thin.

Maybe I need to find... a prompt generator... something to keep me motivated....


Sincerely,
PYRO





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