Adhara

Midnight Rose
2015-06-22 06:53:05 (UTC)

Realizing

I use this online diary to get my bad feelings out mostly. When I'm upset or feeling insecure. I like to write here because at leave I can say the words in my he's and get them out through this. I don't care if anyone reads it or judges me for sounding like a depressive sad sap because I do get depressed and sad, I can't lie about that. But what I write is mostly stuff that is bothering me and making me upset at that moment.

My feelings are my own that's what I feel.
Right now I'm feeling stressed ! So much work I've done.
I feel like the one person I want to see, want to hear from is ignoring me. Always wanting to get off the phone right went the conversation had began. Never wants to come stay over anymore. Always with friends and ignoring responsibilities.

I'm just tired. Tired of work even though I love it.
Tired of feeling, but feelings are nice.
Tired of life, but living can be worth it.
I'm now an adult.
Realizing things will never go my way
And I will get tired all the time
But I must be strong for myself and not rely on anyone else




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