LustingforNightmares

tumbleweed
2015-06-18 18:23:14 (UTC)

WHY, SELF, WHY


6:23 PM

Okay Okay so I was reading Elise's diary and ??? In her diary, she called me Athena. But when we first met, she didn't have a name for me. I was reading this entry, she got really happy about something I said to her

And I'm really glad I made her happy, but

why did she like me

why

OKAY OKAY NOT TO HATE ON MY PAST-SELF BUT WHAT I SAID WAS SO STUPID

I MEAN... NOT STUPID, BUT... I want to say pretentious but I don't like saying that word. It's pretty much what I'm going for though hahaha.

Like??? I know I didn't mean for it to come out that way but??? it was gross

I said something about how people are beautiful and mysterious and they fit in your head without taking up extra space or some shit.

Only it was worded strangely.

But I'm still glad it made her excited??? And plus, she didn't seem all that focused on how showy I sounded haha so that's good.

You know what's nice? I'm reading her thingy and it's not making me sad. I really like the inside of her mind, jeez.

K sorry.

I really hope I don't sound like I did a year ago haha oh my gosh


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