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A Subs Space... OVER 18!
2015-06-14 19:06:15 (UTC)

10th June... 21 months His slave... 2

As the bare hand of my Master hit home, with every strike He spoke to me... telling me that if He wanted anyone to play with me, or me to play with anyone else, i would do so joyfully and hungrily,a s my mantra says, or not at all :(
i stopped crying out after the first few strikes. i simply took my punishment, and cried some more. i've said it before, but the pain is secondary to displeasing my Master :(
i feel physically sick when i think He isn't happy with me :(
i was so wet too! Dripping wet. And i hate it when my body betrays me like that :(

i would never call myself a pain slut, but there's something very arousing about a good spanking, especially bare handed!

Master pulled me up and cuddled me, telling me i was forgiven. As He kissed me, i cried again, and i had to ask Him if He blamed me at all for what had happened. He said He didn't... that it was His decision, and it was best for all of U/us.

The play was intense that day. i was knelt at my Masters feet sucking His cock, before He took a fistful of hair and pulled my head up to kiss Him, then He put His fingers between my legs, and rubbed my clit, sinking two fingers inside, and one just inside my bottom. It wasn't long before i came, after begging for release, as i ground down and backwards onto Master's hand, and felt the centre partition rubbing on me aswell.
WOW, it was a great feeling! i have been horny as hell ever since!

i was a bit out of it afterwards, but i know i was face down along the seat next, with Master pressing into me from behind, His arms wrapped around my neck, His teeth biting my earlobes and shoulder, as He came deep inside me. my God, it was such a precious moment! i clung to Him, and held His balls close to me. i wanted to absorb Him... feel Him melt into my body. i cannot explain how emotional i was at that point.

After a short while, Master withdrew, and i cleaned Him up, then lay with Him and cuddled :)
It was really special. i felt so connected to Him. W/we talked for quite a while, forgetting the time, till it was very late, and i had to dash back for work.
W/we drove all the way back holding hands, and i think i drifted off to sleep, as i felt Master's hand leave mine, and when i looked, He was just pulling in to drop me off! i hadn't slept much the last 2 days, and it was catching up with me.

i had to quickly kiss Him goodbye, jump out the car, and run into work! But for the rest of the day, i was on cloud nine... happy, content, feeling loved and Owned, and very lucky :)




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