Ben

Stuff
2015-06-17 15:06:34 (UTC)

What I miss the most is your advice. The way..

What I miss the most is your advice. The way you'd explain the hard things and make them easy again, the way you listened when no one else would, give feedback to thoughts and emotions that I never shared. The way you'd understand even if it didn't make sense, even if I didn't understand. I miss your voice, I miss your presence. I miss your face. It's been so long and I hate this day... It's like I gave up when you died, its like my world stopped and im still trying to synchronize it with everything else. Any part of me that cared for anything or anyone died when you did. I need you. I visit your grave every year on the same day, no exceptions. I don't let anyone in, I don't let anyone know how much im hurt. I'm so good at hiding but so bad at living.




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