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2015-06-01 14:07:52 (UTC)

Well fuckity fuck I'm bored

I don't know why I'm writing this. To be honest I have nothing to say. BUT I"M BORED!!!!

I'm still writing some stories on my Fanfiction and they're coming out really good. People seem to like this new one I've been writing more than the others but I'm having some SERIOUS writers block with it. BLECH

This month is going to be SO busy.
On June 6th I'm going to do the Seattle Mud Run with my family which I'm super excited about.
On June 12th my Grandmother comes in from Arizona and my Brother comes in from further within the state.
June 13th is my Cousins graduation which I'm sad to announce I'm NOT going to because SOME of my family are bitches, movin' on.
Two days later on the 15th is my graduation and 5 days later is my Ma's wedding.
Following that day is Father's day which is also the day my grandma leaves and the following day from that is my Step Dad's birthday.
Four days after that is my best friends birthday and also the day my Brother leaves to go back home. After that is pretty much nothing but there is a lot going on.

This diet is STILL kicking my ass... when I started on March 10th I weighed in as 182 pounds (83 KG). Now after about 3 months I weigh 158.6 pounds (72 KG). 20 pounds in that time isn't too bad but now I'm still just staying the same. There is notable difference and I have gotten to the point where I'm comfortable showing my arms and I actually found a REALLY cute dress for my graduation! But I still have more to lose and I want to hit my goal by September. UGH BODY JUST WORK WITH ME!!!!!

R told me he loved me..fuck. I didn't say it back. Fuck that, there ain't no way I'm getting in THAT relationship, I'm selfish and can't do long distance. He understood though and got worried things were going to change but I told him nothing would so he eased up on the freaking out.

That's like all I can think for today so I'm gonna stop writing.

Song recommendation..you ready?...See You Around by Chris Brown on his new deluxe album X. It's nothing like he used to sing and honestly I prefer this type of music from him. It's pretty sad but has a nice sound so seriously look it up. It's been on my shuffle for a few days now.

-Chaos (6/1/2015 3:30 PM)




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