Vanilla

The ugly

I am in a position where there isnt much I can do. Ive sort of accepted it.
Ive accepted that Im here right now...no idea what will happen next but im being strong about it which is good. Im trying to be positive which is also good. I dont feel panicky or anxious. I actually feel ok...which is a plus for once as usually i always panic. Maybe its not such a big deal.